Aberrant

School motto said it right
"Send out thy light"
but never had tht spark inside
teachers said wrk as thou might
but had no zeal to walk right
College said dream future bright
but never had the vision n sight
ppl said struggle n fight
but never had any reason 4 plight
Can I stand on my feet upright?
The thought gave me a fright
but then came the solacing insight
"individuality breeds might"

Quest...

The perpetual quest continues

and I look in to the life's hues
A black patch here n a silvery thr
Thghts rushing as if a thoroughfare
I find some blurry fog on the pane
whn i drive down the memory lane
I am cold with the rushing pain
can feel the warmth of joys again
I gather all the sailing experiences
2 make a future without grievances
I move on the journey to know life
I know the ship will face the strife
but my sails would lead me to life
would lead me to life.............to life

yet another day....

Rise and shine to yet another day full of work, which would be conveniently procrastinated and guilt would be overshadowed by yet another idiosyncratic, lame but logically forecasted piece of reason. Rise and shine to yet another day to witness the irrational runnings of the world and to be a mere spectator cornered by the players.

Now get out of bed. Be pragmatic u have to go through the day and have to find some amusement. Your roomie is awake long back and has gone away to run some social errand of his. No human face to look at and to blame for the bad day in later part of the day. The species are evolving faster than spread of Darwin's theory and in my life pigeons have taken place of a rooster and alarm clocks. I fully rely on them. Pigeons are fluttering all around you and some over each other (it’s not their fault, they have not read bible and have no idea what a cardinal sin is).Adam and Eve in their own space. The very raison d'etre of human existence. Very symbolic start to the day!!.

Now more necessary daily rituals to be followed. Relieve yourself, brush your teeth and get pissed by seeing the person standing besides you generously pouring water over the nothingness of sink and yet content, satisfied and wearing a big smile on his face. Pick some damn rag from the heap, put it on. Even if Maslow have not stated it then also I wud hv kept food on top priority .Sometimes I wonder how many theories exist in world.....crap.......so finally enter the shrine of thaluas and ppl responsible for 90% of malnutrition across the wrld….it is called canteen/food court amongst the working class .Shrine demands its obeisance i.e time and money...but it's not selfish in return it gives u a tummy to join DTC in orkut (another shrine....will come shortly),vicarious pleasures and above all a platform to gossip.....but prejudice from mortals have crept in its payback n i hv no proof of my devout worship n hence no DTC membership :(........ppl have this tendency 2 b called the best thalua but some how are embarrassed to be the last 1 to leave the shrine....i hv no such issues......i pay my homage to the shrine as many times as ppl ask me to and stay there as long as some other more lucrative option is not put forward .....

Now since I hv left the shrine there is nothing much activity left in my mundane life, I get back to sleep or sit in front of media centre (my roomie's pc).....same schedule is followed when i wake up for 2nd time, ofcourse to eat.....n then night out follows in which I write this kind of crap n expect tht my kind of ppl wud read it.....phew.....over.....

PS: This is how I spend my major part of week except when i attend lectures.....tht is a different story…. some other time.....