Useless Thoughts

This post is only an excerpt from a myriad of thoughts which I have but as usual no one cares n worst part is even i dont care now.The abridgement is done as the whole thing would be too radical n there are such frustrating and irrational acts in this world that no one would even believe it n moreover a measly writer(:D i mean blogger) like me can not do justice to such demanding subjects.It is also made short bcoz bullshit has 2 hv some limit too.

I wonder how pissed off a person can feel??what is the limit of foolishness??what is the limit of irrationality??how useless can a person be??how opaque and irresponsible can a system be??I ponder and set a limit but as if the number belittles their dignity,Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr existence and principles Grrrrrrrr. Occasions,events,persons,rules,administartions,systems n what not want their respect n I have to reconsider the figure.I am down on my knees n pissed off (the new limit to which i will set after this post ,currently it is some 15 digit number) then i console my inability to set the limit by Einstein's quote "Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe."I wonder whether people are paid by some superior power to play stupid n look foolish.May b someone in outer space is capturing life on earth n presenting it in their world as a satire comedy show n i would not b surprised if the show tops the chart.I will not quote any particular incident,rule,administration,person as an excuse for my being pissed off bcoz particularity doesnt matter.You ask why? Answer is that people n systems die but wht remains is beliefs n philosophies, embedded so deep almost impossible to fathom.You are skeptic n have that smirk on ur face saying that he is just exaggerating things n only his life is miserable n such things happen only to him .Think again

PS: The Grrrrrrrrrr in btwn is not frustration but was inserted so that this bloody blogger site can justify the post.

Tagged

I scream n shout fascism this is
tagging a person n finding bliss
I will not standby n let ppl enjoy this
I will find my pleasure n 7 more tag in the end it is......

7 Things

I). I want to before I die
1. Earn big money
2. Become famous 4 wrong reasons
3. Come up with a philosophy of my own
4. Adventure sports
5. Find some passion
6. Tell her tht she makes me feel happy (DO NOT INTERPOLATE to I LOVE YOU)
7. Find her :P (or may b i m better off without her ?)

II). I can do
1. Play Freecell
2. Sleep
3. Eat
4. Frown
5. Criticize
6. Write frustu blogs
7. Refresh browsers

III). I say the Most
1. wtf
2. bullshit
3. sexy
4. mast
5. sahi hai
6. fuck
7. coooool

IV). I cant do
1. flirt
2. stare at grlz
3. imagine a girl in my life (wd b a nightmare)
4. marriage
5. dance
6. sing
7. smile 4 a snap

V). That attract me to opposite sex
1. Intelligence
2. Confidence
3. Good physique
4. Long Hair
5. Eyes
6. Dressing sense
7. Smile

VI). Celebrity Crushes
1. Madhubala (I can kill 4 her but alas too late )
2. Julia roberts
3. Famke Janssen
4. Amisha patel
5. Priyanka Chopra
6. Steffi Graff
7. Helena Bonham Carter

VII). People I want to Tag

1. Abhishek Deshpande
2. Mrinal
3. Prasoon Gupta
4. Rajesh Bachani
5. Ankur Garg
6. Luv Karan Parekh
7. Abhinav Srivastava

WTF...

Instead of writing this blog I shd b writing my thesis chapter which I hv promised to deliver to my mentor long back though he has not asked for it specifically but I committed for it myself.Its been four days now n I m unable 2 drag myself 2 wrk...I feel bad n down n I curse myself.Thgts r a perfect bitch personified they wander to all nooks n corners 2 evry plane 2 evry horizon 2 evry dark alley 2 evry space 2 evry time zone .You fall with them n as murphy said it "they find the darkest and narrowest corners to swoop in " difficult to get out ..u get drowned u sink u rise n fall u asphyxiate...darkness falls upon you ....nail bed...ppl spooking with spears...melting...thirst ..white crust settled arnd lips...ppl smiling ..ppl indifferent..ppl pointing fingers...ppl lookin from corner of their eyes..ppl escaping...bodies floating...bodies melting n fusing into 1....one face..one smirk..one contempt..one derogation...one ..recognized?..alone?.....wrds?whr r they??frozen in some space time..answers??whr r the questions? wrds,they v already defied,afraid of expressing the unnamed ...cannot feel pain any longer...perspire...wtf...what is happening..wht did i do?...whrs my face ?? whrs my body..whrs my soul? whrs my sanctity of being??whr am I?? hell?? lifegaurds...some 1 drops by...I hear distant sounds,from whr ? who? y? ...shakes me..snatches me out of quicksand of thgts...back 2 present space n time......numb....